One of the greatest people I know could leave this world at any day, willingly.
been in the worst mind frame this week.
I wish I had something, some sort of achievement.
I wish I was capable.
Not even close.
Useless.
So fucking far away.
So fucking depressed.
Cant make you happy anymore.
Not the person you thought I was.
Noone is proud.
I hate this week.
I hate myself.
I hate my life.
fuck et.
How can I tell you that I may miss you too, if I dont know who you are? And I cannot accept your apology if I dont know what you are sorry for.